Nothing to see here

(ex)Boyfriend has changed. No drugs for 6 months or so, clean living, exercising, working (reliably, in a job that he likes and that likes him). He’s losing weight and jogging regularly, barely sees his dodgy mates. If I met him now, without all the history, I don’t doubt we’d be giving it a red hot go and have a chance at happiness.

 

Which is why I’ve decided to give it another go. Yes I know some of you think I’m a boofhead for it, and we will be taking it very slowly (and even a little bit secretly) but you know what? It’s a chance at happiness under much better circumstances than before. Just quietly, I’m terrified and excited all at the same time, but I’m certain that its going to be ok. And if its n0t, then that’s ok too. And if it all goes horribly wrong I get to blame Selina, because she said I could.

 

Wish me luck. LJxx

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